When It Rains...

....It Pours.

Hey people! I know that I have been absent from the blogging world for quite some time now, and I apologize for the unexplained absence. The last thing I spoke of on here was how I was reaching my breaking point because I was waiting for the storm to finally end and reveal the rainbow. The rainbow never came though. The storm did lessen for a little bit because I had found another source of income. It didn't give an abundant amount of money, but it was helpful. That all ended when children threw a lovely brick at my back window and shattered it while also causing a dent in the truck door. Now, in order to fix the window I have to fix the body damage which is going to be $500 since that's the deductible. All these unlucky events keep popping up in my life which has affecting my will to write. I have been lacking inspiration. I couldn't find any words to express how I am feeling throughout the days that pass. I will say that for that month I disappeared, I was feeling very bad. I was very depressed, and my anxiety was through the roof. I went to get some help with it though and have started taking some medication that is somewhat helping me avoid going back to such a dark place. I am trying to remain optimistic and hopeful about my many situations because being depressed about it won't help me to fix the problems. I need to be able to do something about all these issues. I am constantly applying for basically any job I am qualified for, and finding ways to manage money. Keep me in your prayer/thoughts as I hopefully right all these wrong turns. I will try to find more inspiration to continue to post something at least weekly. I haven't forgotten about my very few readers out there!

"Life has many ways of testing a person's will, either by having nothing happen at all or by having everything happen all at once."